Ice

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Hard to the touch, Clear to see and hard to forget.

The touch you left me confused as the texture changed.

Melting as I cradle the LAST of your touch!

See through but I was blinded by the shine.

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It imperilled right through my heart !

Slipping through my fingers, hoping, longing and trying to forget.

Lasting longer than it should, why can’t I let you go ??

Clear to see but hard to forget!

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Flowing as melted water through my hands,

Not wanting to lose you out my life.

All I want is to wish you the best but forget you.

Ice like you piercing my heart and brain!

String

Been a while but here’s a new poem by me 🥰

Placed in front of me lose and detached

I slowly wrapped it around my fingers,

Holding , hoping for a chance to that won’t happen.

Lose and unbound to anyone or anything

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I tried to make you mine but no such luck.

The string snapping like my heart shattering.

The snapping so unbearable around me

What can I do? What should I say ? Should I say anything?

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Slowly, consuming my fingers with each string.

Let me be free from this feeling of pain.

I don’t want you stuck on my brain !!

Trying to break through the strings to get back to the old us!

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Stringing the pieces back for I don’t want to lose you !

You mean to much to me I just need to loosen the strings !

Give me time to heal, give me time to suffer,

Give me time to go back to normal.

Thanks for reading !!

X Vick X

Wind

New Year New poem to read !!! Hope you enjoy reading it 🙂

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Floating all around me so delicate and light,

you surprised me with your presence!

Drifting slowly, the breeze to take its toll.

Naturally blowing hot and cold.

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But sometimes you vanish like you wasn’t there.

Changing direction never knowing which way next.

Hoping for a gush of strong wind to show me the way!

Breezing through the days just as it was.

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Your presence comes and goes like the shift in weather.

Blowing strong sometimes but nonexistence the next.

How do I know which way to go ?

Wandering through the gaps to breath the air you breath.

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Inhaling the air in which you blow around me waiting….

For nothing, something or anything.

Make a sound or be quite that is the choice!

Slowly consuming all around me for the decision to be made!

Thanks for reading 🙂 Lets make this year the best!!!

X Vick X

2020 Goals Have a stuck to them ??

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Hi, to my fellow readers this post is about if i have achieved my goals for the year!! So lets begin 🙂

Finish my books off (even if its just one)

Well bad start to my goals of 2020 this will be rolling over to next year when I set out my goals for 2021!

Start exercising more !!

YESSSSS I did this one !!! I have lost 2 stone this year and I am so proud of my achievement!

Eat more veg and less processed food

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So, again I have completed this one and I will continue this for next year as well 🙂

Learn to play the Violin

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Well……… I started good with this as I started lessons in January but I got lazy and didn’t continue 😦 I will continue eventually to learn it again because it is my favourite instrument.

Go back Swimming

This goal didn’t happen either but I hope to go more when things go back to some kind of normal!

Read 50 books

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My final goal I achieved this early due to lockdown, so I did up my goal to 80 but I am unfortunately not going to reach that 😦

Thank you for reading !!!

X Vick X

Mirror

New poem by me 🙂

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Open up for all to see,

blinded by those eyes and smile.

All seemed so picture perfected.

Yet, the cracks begin to appear.

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I look and see the girl who waited.

The one who put herself through the pain,

the pain of delusion and self belief.

Shattered glass, just like my heart, dreams all over the floor!

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Please let me look and see the beauty.

A reflection looking back at me for hope.

It doesn’t change it stays the same.

I look and see all the pieces I need to pick up.

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Broken, tired and in pain.

Longing for what I want to see!

I start to pick up the broken pieces.

Looking at the reflection, I smile.

Thank you if you got this far and read my work 🙂

x Vick x

Rain

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It started small little drops on me.

Then it kept coming down on me.

I tried to stop it but i couldn’t.

Please someone bring me the sun!

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They are getting bigger now i need it to pass.

I know you don’t want to chase,

But i fall so easily for that smile and laugh.

Dripping on me i cant get the drops of me!

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Clear as glass yet, i don’t move.

It is falling heavy now and i haven’t stopped!

Please send me the light to get me through the rain.

Let me release the droplets off me now.

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Let it pour one last time,

Let me enjoy the feeling one last time,

I was lifted for them moments but now it is a burden.

Oh look, the rain is stopping for now i can have the sun!

Breathe

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Hi to my readers i haven’t been on for ages hoping to get back to doing weekly posts! So today i leave you with a poem i wrote.

Breathe

Small, delicate, tiny breaths lift me up when I feel low,

Was it all a dream?

Letting go of that last breath was slow,

Now I know I need to let go.

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Holding on to that small glimpse of hope for change.

It feels strange letting go each breathe as though it isn’t enough.

The feelings will only get tough.

I have to let the breath go!

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Smile at me one last time,

Make my day once last time,

Laugh with me one last time,

Choose me for the first time.

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In and out, In and out the air is releasing all these feelings.

Heavy breaths fill my lungs as I must let go of what will never be mine.

I let myself hold on to one last breath.

Just let go of your last breath.

Thank you for reading 🙂

X Vick X

HeartMender By V. Romas Burton

Hi readers ! This a review of this amazing book i loved so much!!!

I mean wow 🤩!!!
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
This book had everything I loved!!!
The beginning got straight into the plot so it wasn’t dragging. Addie is the main character in this novel. I really liked her and got to connect with her as she goes off to save her brother. I love a strong independent women protagonist!

The book kept a fast pace throughout the book and it kept me hooked in with all the choices and challenges she had to face. Another character I loved was Claire she was always helpful and protective! I didn’t really like Lyle don’t know why I just felt didn’t connect with him the same ☺️
I liked the concept of this book as well as no other author that I know or have read had taken hearts 💕 and used them to drive a story.

Now if you see my reviews the endings of books rather make or break it for me ! This ending didn’t disappoint it leaves you wanting more and I definitely need the next book now !!!!

🌼 Overall, it kept high fantasy throughout the book with little bits of romance. (I like romance in fantasy) I couldn’t put it down !! (Life got in the way of my reading haha 😂 would finished it quicker!)

One of fav quotes was ‘After all, what good was a dead heart 💓?’ I found it a bit cliche but still loved it 💖
If you love fantasy or want a change in genre check this book out one of my favourite reads this month !!!

Ps- the cover design is beautiful 😍

Thanks for reading! 🙂

x Vick x

Trust in You by Julia Firlotte

Hi readers! I hope you are all well. This is a review from a book tour i was on.


This is an Adult Romance Novel that does have trigger warnings in place. I didn’t expect to enjoy the book as much as i did! I never really pick up these kind of books but i might have to pick up more.

The Beginning- It starts with Ella and her family moving from England to America. It shows the struggles that Ella is facing until she meets Adam for the first time. I loved how it got straight in with Ella’s shy character. I think it is one of the things that made me enjoy the book more! It got me hooked from the beginning which I love in a book. (I find it makes the reading throughout more enjoyable:)

The story showed the falling in love with an older man which i liked because i haven’t read many books that do this.

HOT GUYS!!!- I mean all the guys she describes in this book i wouldn’t mind them coming my way! haha 🙂 Adam is the main man in this book and i loved how protective he was throughout.

The End- I love a good twist in the plot and this book didn’t disappoint me! I won’t say too much as i hope you pick the book up. I did love the end as it is the first book in a series. I wanted to know dates of the next release!!! The music element i love as well it was sweet.

Overall, I defo recommend this steamy romance to read!!!

Thanks for taking the time to visit my blog 🙂

x Vick x

The Dark

Hi readers, I wrote this poem a while ago but i thought it fitted well for the time.

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Look at those eyes…….

dripping with tears of hate.

How i wonder what you are ?

Follow me into the darkness.

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Black with no life ?

Slowly, it crumbles to nothing.

Turning around is impossible.

Let it in and see the pain.

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No light, No hope yet there is love,

Loving the darkness is a pain but…

Everyone deserves love.

Catch it!, Hold it!, Keep it safe!

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The dark is scary.

We must cherish the light,

one day all the darkness will come.

Until then…. we learn to live!

Thank you for reading 🙂

x Vick x