My first personal goal is to clear my debts and my dad has really supported and helped me get out a never ending overdraft! Plus I am making instalments to pay off a credit card before the interest starts. It caused me to stress about money and paying off my debt in time but I will get there with the support around me.
To work on my fitness and mind to help me love my self again! I am going to start this by little steps of daily walks following no takeaways to help my diet. I want to get my mind back on track as well as my body 🙂
I want my own house to allow me to have my own space and area to live rather than living under someone else’s house. This will take time like everything else but I am trying to be better for myself.
Here is to me focusing on my first goals to help me heal myself to feel like me again!
Short but sweet today 🙂 Have a good evening everyone!
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Hi readers I hope everyone is doing good this April!!! I have had a bad start to April with losing a job but I will keep moving forward! Today I’m going to talk about my reading passion. I hope you enjoy 🙂
I think reading became my passion when my English teacher provide a few of us with a book called “Noughts & Crosses” by Malorie Blackman. I will never forget the feeling of getting hooked into a good book! It lets u escape your reality and become part of another. I then read The Mortal Instrument series after and since then I have been so passionate about books and reading.
It is mainly what I started this blog for too as it provided me with space to review some of the books I was given to read. But a question for my readers is do you have a favourite author or book? As a true reader I could never pick but a favourite author is easy for me as I have loved and read all her books! The author is Sarah Dessen and I think I love her because she writes such good young adult stories that kept me hooked throughout. My favourite book of hers is “Lock and Key” it is such a lovely book about first love and I recommend to read!
Also, my passion lead me to Bookstagram. It created a platform for booklovers to connect there love for reading to each other. It helped me a lot through covid times being stuck at home all the time. I have not been active at all on it recently but that is due to my mental health and I hope to find the time to connect again with the lovely platform.
The image above is taken from recent holiday in Iceland and you can never take the bookworm away from me as I saw this bar and all around was books! It was like a dream for me. But I lost my reading due to my mental health struggle and I know I will return to reading many books again just within time!!!
That’s all for todays blog I hope you enjoy reading it:) Don’t forget to comment your favourite books and authors!!
Writing is a way to express emotions and feelings that some understand and others don’t. We all have creativity. Some choose to express through words and others like to draw or paint and more. Bellow are two poems i wrote to express my feelings not only to others but myself. Enjoy! 🙂
Crush
My eyes glistening with happiness and hate,
Blue icy eyes that dropped me in an ocean,
Chestnut hair so dark and mysterious with that irresistible
attraction,
Crush me in your heart and love me.
Talking to those eyes I drowned right in you could speak
anything,
One time I think I stopped breathing my heart felt no longer
mine but yours,
That bitch liked him too well I will kill you and boil you!
Feeling that could lift my sprits with that one site howmuch I prayed you loved me back.
The special time of day which kept me on my toes for this
feeling to acquire.
The talking stopped oh why you broke my heart and started to
ignore me,
The tears never came however much I tried I just kept loving
him.
Hate is what was supposed to come but I could never stoploving for my heart is stuck in that one beat.
Crush how ironic as you crushed my heart for some skinny
bitch girl!
I loved you first why go for looks just because you will get
a good fuck.
Karma is a bitch she dumped you for a better guy but still I
feel you didn’t deserve it,
I loved you and still do and now my heart is stuck on you.
Ocean
Ocean
Ocean, you call me to your waters.
Your smooth but ruff emotions glisten,
In the wet, cool, moist texture,
the rushing in and out of your waves.
The sleepless sound draws me in.
The emotions run high as you clash away.
The story keeps flowing through your veins.
By now people must be sick of you, yet it entertains.
No one can build you, yet you flow,
You provide life when no one else will,
Yet you still always frill.
I look in the blue and I see me.
You scare a lot through the lives you take.
I understand that it is not you that chooses,
yet the souls you take still leaves bruises.
I look in your water and I see the grief that always loses.
Thanks for reading. Hope to write more imaginative writing soon 🙂
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